LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADIDA.
I'm officially going to TJ. Woots.
Okay out
Ostracized.
It's retribution.
Let me feel the wrath of it.
The feeling of lonesome.
A single soul
Staring at the laughter of company.
The words they say.
Just don't mean anything no more.
Deep down, I know it was insincere.
But hey, I'm a human.
Who am I to judge?
I shall just be. Bitter. Sour.
Frustration stinks.
why is my english sucks?
why does i still bothered to blogs?
is I stupid?
i says easily twice in my post provious.
we rocks!
I'm taking a break from my.. initial apprehension.
whatever.
It felt so good smearing the glue all over the torn newspaper. All wet and soggy. Hah. It seems as though I put mud all over those frustrating things. Ya know?
And just sticking them together. And pouring all the glue over it.
I suppose my mom's having PMS or something. Or maybe everybody is. Like just now in Math, and that teacher in the library, or that 'discussion' in the bus, or that basketball match. Everyone's like so.. grouchy and stuff. Heh.
What to do. Guess this is the time of the month where everyone just gets so... easily frustrated with things easily.
Oh pmsy.
whatever.
out
I'm mentally sick and tired.
Is being shouted, scolded at worth it?
Is being humiliated in front of many for the right things worth it?
Is it?
Is being so personal an IN thing?
I just don't get it. The people around me. Breathing down my neck. Slowly eating away my patience. Slowly taking advantage of this little being named Izyan. Slowly.
I'm uttering crap.
All I want to do is just get things done and over with. But when things get personal, I'll get personal also. I just hate it when people get pissed with each other. I just called somebody a f*ng ass* just now. And I regretted saying that. THE MOUTH.
Ah. that jerk is making noise again.
whatever.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Aiyoyo.
My arms are ACHING.
ANd CANOEING wasn't CANOEING.
It turned out to be KAYAKING.
AIHYA. All along I thought it was going to be Kayaking. Hahahaha. But oh well. Equally the same.
Kayaked at Camp Christine..
There were abundant of HUGE lizards.. mostly found inside the kayaks. Freaked us out alot.
Imagine something crawling when you're in it. HAHAHA.
Kayaked from jetty to jetty. Then it rained. Oh ya, I took singles. Wheeeeeeeeeee.
The sky was overcast. Like really daaark and all. One side of the sky was covered with heavy rain clouds and the other was bright and sunny. And then the wind turned chilly. And it RAAAINNED! SO NICE!! hahaha. We were still in our kayaks, with no skirts covering the cockpit. hahaha. Only 3 of us(wei ching, bernice and I) took singles. Hahaha.
Actually we were supposed to kayak to this small island offshore. But turns out there were some firing going on.. so cannot. hahahaha.
My hands are stiff and aching. Bleh. Kayaked too much.
I don't mind taking kayaking as a CCA. If there was.
Cos kayaking rocks!
Finally disembarked. Had to carry them boats up again. Mr Gaz caught 2 king crabs.
He said it can be eaten. Hahaha. And then he showed us sea snails of some sort. Also can be eaten.
I'm tired.
BLEH.
YADA. outies.
SO TODAY.
I PASSED D&T. WOOTS.
AIYA. term 3 this time good lah. so the happy. alhamdulillah.
Except for SCIENCE that is. Oh well.
My father come back from australia already. yay yay.
Mr Tan marks funny. I think he give marks follow mood. SHould see the way he does it.
He looks at your work. Then gives you the mark. And he give got pattern one.
So let's just say..
A got 8/10
then..
B will get 7/10
C will get 6/10
.
.
.
Funny rite?
hHAHAHA XD
I didn't go for guides.
Had to go to Temasek Acad.
JASWIN GOT INTERVIEW.
AND GUESS WHAT?
SHE GOT IN!!! woooooots.
Now to make the rightful decision.
JENG JENG JENG.
I was stupid lah. I brought the form but never submit. Talk about dumb. DUMB!
Ehh yeah.
Other then that.
CANOEING TOMORROW! YAHOO.
YADA. Outies
Thursday, August 18, 2005
SO...
Today was.. how I'd say, EVENTFUL.
Let's just say our Project Presentation was a.. well..
I guess ours was the longest? Whatever. Glad it's over.
But.. Aiya. Nevermind. We were interupted quite a number of times. Well almost every time lah.
Whatever. Just find it irritating.
APE TU?
Don't you wish your boyfriend was hot like mine?
Hahaha. TAlk about crazy.
Ehh. I FINALLY went for third language today. What an achievement.
Other then that.
I've nothing else to talk about. Just that I sat on the bus for almost 2 fricking hours just now. My butt is sore. What to do. From one end of Singapore to another. Hahahaha.
Aiya.
Whatever.
I just realised something.
I need the toilet but the toilet seems so far. Ok whatever.
Science was funny. Don't know. Ms Ong was being all.. "Diyanah can I kill you?" "Izyan why so long? Go market ah?" and stuff. Wah. Finally she's joking. Okay. Maybe she did joked with us once or twice. But yeah, kinda like her nowadays.
OOH! Now I know what to talk about.
Lunched with Hong Yu and Diy yesterday at KFC.
Haven't lunched for a long time with them.
Funny funny people. Sad lah they all won't read this.
OHHHH MY. SHOOTING STARS LATER. MUST.WATCH.
TAUFIK BATISAH!!
I scored so low for my frickin Lit work. 14/25?! AH.
Ok maybe mine deserved that mark. But DIYanah's? Hers was so frickin nice lah. Sheeeesh. She should've deserved a higher mark.
YAY. There's Malay tomorrow. Somthing I can look forward to. And PE also. AIya. Shuttle run leh. Don't waaaant.
I guess
she found out that something went missing. And now
everybody's acting as though nothing happened and some were even
helping her find out who the culprit was. Figures.
HAHA
supposed to go 3rd lang.
Skipped again. Tsk.
Let's see.....
4 weeks already lah. Hehh.
Shall go this thurs. I'm so irresponisble. Oh well.
Shall go off and uhm.. Do stuff.
i'm out-
TO SUBMIT OR NOT TO?
JENG JENG JENG.
i just realised.
i'd be losing a whole lot of things once i leave.
*reminds myself not to sound as though I'm going to die*
the friends i have
the friendliness of people
the great company
kwanmeland
council
guides
those juniors
other andersonians
and other people who play a part in my life as an andersonian
i actually cannot believe that I'm leaving sucha great life as an andersonian
i hate myself for this.
I FAILED SCIENCE
Pathetic.
I passed math so nicely but failed science terribly.
TYPICAL MAN.
TSCHK.
OHHHOO.
TODAY HAS BEEN FULL OF..
WELL.
STUFF..
My father flew off to AUstralia already. So good.
ECK. yeah.
Madrasah was boring. Partly because I was sleepy and the other part because I was a lon--
Nevermind.
My ustaz has loads of funny stories to tell. SOme of which are eye openers.
Other then that.
I went to the Starhub thing at Suntec. VERY crowded. And the queue to exchange that scv thing was so loooooooong.
Ehh. yeah.
I was ANDgaged in a very ANDriching conversation with my aunt. Which I ANDjoyed alot.. Another EYE OPENER for me.
What an eventful day.
I sound so........
wise
*laughs at self*
Saturday, August 13, 2005
HMM.
Let's just say, today was a stay home saturday.
And..
That..
I..
Am..
Craving..
For..
CHOCOLATES.
AHHH!. I want chocolates, badly. CHOCOLATESSSSSSSSSSS!
okay. nevermind.
The tent downstairs is making so much noise. Hahaha. I like.
Hougang's fairly quiet. So these kinda things really makes me happy. The nightlife here's kinda rare. As in, Hougang's really quiet at night.
My brother's waiting for the comp.
So long...
=)
YAAY!
A new template for my broken down blog which I thought of closing down but in the end I decided not to but just leave it as it is and will update if i have the mood to or something to talk about.
Sorry for the font colours. Can't really see them properly.
What to do.
White, black and PEEEENK are my favourites.
My accomplishments for TODAY-
I slept.
Slept.
and...
SLept some more.
How about that.
Need to catch up on my sleep.
I'm still groggy and sleepy.
Talk about working overtime.
Oh well.
Happy doing whatever you people who happen to be reading my blog are doing.
THIS WAY UP.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
I know I haven't updated for a long time.
Wednesday.
Exactly a week ago.
Let's just say a lot of things happened.
and I don't know where to start.
Let alone end.
SINGAPORE IS 40! YAY!
and fireworks are PRETTY.
anddd...
GATest is the weirdest test I ever sat for. Next to personality tests that is. HAHA.
SQUARES AND SHAPES AND SHADES.
And TA's Math test is a killer =X
and also...
Just got to say that...
Maybe I won't be seeing andersonians next year.
Maybe I will.
Now the BIIIIG decision must be made.
WAHAHAHA.
SOOO...
yeah.
Anddddd....
I MET MR. A ON SUNDAY. HE'S IN NPCC.
Ok. Most probably no one would know who MR A is..
AND HE IS IN NPCC!!! *SCREAMS
Oh well. What more can I say.
I'm crazy as ever.
Or that's what I think.
BUT STILL!
IT'S MR A.
Oh when the saints come marching in..
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
I got in.
Then now another dilemma.
Haiz.
when 1 faded
the others will be lost
united we stand
divided we fall
nothing matter more
than 1 good fren gone
Hehh. =)
TOday was the funnest day ever.
Hehehe.
Sat for the dreaded SSI paper. Where I had a horrible headache. So I couldn't really make out what I wrote. Let alone understanding the question. hahaha. Typical.
Uhhhh. Then after school. Headed to YCK stadium for 2.4 run. Very confusing lah. Had to count rounds for the runners. Missed quite a few people. Hehh. Thank goodness they're understanding. Still, I don't like that duty. heheheh.
Patricia's a good counter though. hahaha. I barely can't cope with 10 persons. Hehh. We took 2/2. Halim came in first. In 9 minutes. Fuyooo.
Then it was 2/3's turn.. Jeng Jeng Jeng. THis year not bad ah. I ran one round. Then got tired. heh heh.
Got moral support from people. Haha. That really helped alot. LOLS. thanks u.
Came in at 16 54. I PAAAAAAAASSSED! I PAAAAAAAAASSED! Rejoice. Rejoice. Hahahahaha
A better timing than last year some more! Wheee. Happy happy.
THen I felt so giddy. hahaha. HAiyoh. So I sat down and stared. LOLS. Was about to go home when Subeer called saying Kumaran's coming over. LOL.
So waited for him. THen he finally came and we all debated on where we wanted to go. He wanted to treat us Macs. Then decided to go.. SWENSEN'S!!! WHEEEE.
That was about to be the funniest thing ever. LOLL. Laughed a whole lot on the train. Chun Siang + Subeer + Kumaran = HAHAHAHAHAA. And not forgetting me.
Gila people. LOLLL.
Ordered the Earthquake ice ceram. HAHAHA. It was nice maaan. Thanks u kumaran. Erm. We started crapping about I have no idea what. Until we came to the subject of CHEEEEKENS. HAHHAA. and Kind Treavina or something. HAHAHA. Damn funny laaaah. LOL. We were laughing the whole time. Half the time we didn't know what we were laughing at.
CHEEKENITES ROCK! LOL.
HAHAHA. Fun bunch of crazy people.
"Hey.Your child is from Anderson right? Ehh. Isn't that a grp of andersonians?"
"CHEEEEEKEN!"
WAHAHAHA.
SOrry. =X
Doesnt make sense right?
LOL
OHH. TOmorrow's ENGLISH PAPER. WHOOPEE.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. I SO HAPPY =)
