I know I'm supposed to be studying right now.
A forbidden thing to do. Blogging.
I suddenly feel like sleeping. Must be that thing I ate. Some kind of capsule thing. *shrugs* Makes me feel weak inside.
If I go.. Nobody will know
I like that phrase. FOr some odd reason.
I can't get anything into my head. I'm still at chapter 5. Not even half way through the chapter. I can't understand history. The book is dead boring. I DO NOT like this history book.
I can fall asleep reading this.
Mental breakdown..? Not yet. And I hope I never will.
The mood is back to start blogging. I have alot to say.
There's 2.4 run tomorrow. I keep thinking that it's 1.6.. HAHA! That'd be way way easier lah.
I'm probably gonna.. I don't know.. Fail?
MUST.BE.OPTIMISTIC.*reminds self*
Shall not be sad. THINK.HAPPY.THOUGHTS.
So i decided to blog. Ok.
Today I got lost at Suntec.
Met Chun Siang at City Hall then got this guy approach us.
So obnoxious. however u spell it lah. He was explaining us stuff. he was helping collect donations for the unemplyed. i was like, "okaaay.." so i gave him$2. then he kept bugging saying what lah ur boyfriend ah.
I slap your face then you know! idiotic.
he's doing CIP. Still can say stuff like these man.
Met kumaran. Gave him the form. Hehh.
Must thank kumaran many many.
When Chun Siang left, I walked through the City Link.
I was looking for a dustbin. Just like the other time, I couldn't find one. So I went up and saw a whole load of policemen/army men around. I got scared cos i started wondering what they were doing there. Then I remembered Chun Siang mentioning that tonight there's Pre-preview tonight. hahaha. And then I walked aimlessly to find the nearest bus stop.. Hahaa. I couldn't find one until Ir eached capitol building thing. Took a familiar bus. I was already lost by then. hahahahahaa. STupid. THen the bus stop at this junction. What I saw next was totally cool. hahaha. One after another, big big army trucks passed by. REAL NICE LAH. I WANNA GO NDParade!!!! AHHH. It's so fricking nice. Bleh
I ended up at Chinatown. Then took NEL all the way home.
SO taht was my day. Hahahahah.
Ok.
Decided to do it.
I'm going to close this blog.
Haha.
Toodles!
And Happy birthday to this blog.
It's already a year old!
YAY!
Good bye blog. For now.
hahhaa.
This template looks lame. lol..
hahahahaa
Gah.
I'm now at home.
Didn't go to school. hehh. Down with fever..
Had a very hectic weekend.
Campfire....
It was sad cos we had to have it in the canteen. So much for the preperation. I'd be in tears if it wasn't for the great success in the end. Hehh.
Nonetheless, had fun. LOL.
Sunday was cool. Went to religious class in the morning. Then went to Anderson. LOOOLL.
Had to go support the Sec 4s at Mediacorp Studios.
they got into THE NATIONAL SCIENCE CHALLENGE 2005 quater finals.
it's so coool!!
Hahaha.
TIM(this thai guy) was the host. LOOLL. we even had to practise clapping! Which was funny.
LOLL. the host was really entertaining. He played the guitar. He speaks well man. LOOLL.
AND HE CAN SING!!! hahahaa. so cooll lar. Not to mention.. He was dancing. LOOLL. so cute! hahahhha.
OH OH. and there was this machine which sold SANDWICHES! how cool is that?
HAhhhh. Then there was this camera thing hovering over Ronald's head. hahahahhaa. So funny.
I WANNA BE A CAMERA
MANWOMAN!!!! wheee..
anderson lost though. But it was a good competition. Hehh. Cos we got the highest points for the 2nd round. =]
"..sounds have vibrations.." hehe.
i'm out-
Oh Oh. talk about dumb. This woman called and
forced my aunt to buy this product thing which costs 70 bucks. considering that my aunt is the submissive type, she agreed. and now have to pay 70 bucks. then i called the fella again. she said cannot cancel order. then said some other things like the product's is going to be limited. dunno what crap lah. sheesh. I never really bothered to answer to this kind of calls. They'll talk you in to buy the stuff no matter what it takes. sheesh.
oh whatever.
I just realised how sad I always sound whenever I post.
Let's sound happy.
Today has been yet another eventful day. What with the preperation and the dance.
And and and and.. Ma'am liked it(dance)! Or at least that was what she said. Nonetheless, she said it was nice. And I'm very very very very glad. I thought she would scrape it off or something. Phew. I'm happy happy.
And I have to memorize 2 dances. TWO! hehehe.
Pro man.
I feel so.. happy. Finally something that we put in a lot of time and effort pulled through. Hee. SO proud of the dancers. happy happy.
Tomorrow's the campfire. Whee.
AHhw. Sadly, today was Desmond's last day with 2/3. He has to go back to NVSS next week. Hehh. I bet somebody will miss him alot. *sinister laugh*
I'm tired.
I'm out-
I asked my mom for her opinion.
And she said, It's up to me to decide.
I asked my aunt for her opinion.
And she said, she'd be proud of me if I make it.
Now that I thought of it.
Leaving my familiar teritory is easy.
But receiving a new one is a tough one.
But the worst effect that will happen to me is.. well..
To miss my friends. Badly.
Aih. I know it's getting tougher staying at where I am now. What with the situation I am in. Nothing's going to stay the same. One minute everything's happy happy. The next thing you know, some unhappy individual messes your day up.
It's just sad, isn't it?
Mothers have instincts. And their instincts are very accurate. I got a taste for going against her instincts.
Stop thinking about these trivial matters Izyan.
Snap out of it.
Been a rough day.
We were thrashed again in class. This time by who? A teacher. It hurts really. But I guess it is true. We do suck.
I feel ashamed for some reason. I mean, they put in all their
shit heart when they were in our positions.. And now we can't even keep up the good name.
And yes, we suck.
But.. Haiz. I don't know. I felt sad 'cos.. It was said in front of the whole class. And being the
fragile *pukes* person I am.. I practically cried. Ok so I did.
I've been hearing a whole load of this nowadays. and.. I.MUST.GET.USED.TO.IT.
Sad. Simply sad.
I'm so confused.
I got my math ppr back today.
hahahaha. failed!!
dah agak daaahh..
Shall work hard. Must work hard.
Hmmm. I'M SO HAPPY FOR THE DANCERS! We finally did it! 3 cheers for us. *beams*
Saturday's our big day aGuiders! Yeah.
It's been a tiring week so far. I must start mugging. For what? I don't know.
I jogged today. Erm. Must.Pass.2.4. I flopped my sit and reach. Gah. It was a 36. Must do better for the rest of the 4 items.
And the 2.4.. AHhhhh. Brings back memories. Why do I keep getting stitches? PAIN.PAIN.PAIN.
Went jogging today. Whee. An accomplishment like no other.
Happy Happy.
hahahaha.
this new template looks kinda plain.
SHall do something with it. =P
i.hate.that.j.word.period.
treat others they way you want to be treated.
Ahhh. I've been rather confused lately.
What with that thing and this other thing. Oh and that other thing which bothers me much.
My thoughts have been full of angst and frustration. And full of unsatisfaction(? is that the word?) I regret at the things I didn't do to stand up for myself. Which is SAD really.
Cikgu made a point today. And I agree with her.
Blogs are a place for people, like me, to express myself.
And so, here goes..
Then I received a phone call today. Ok not me. But my friend's phone. So I answered it. And got a big fat scolding. GAH. Over what? That stupid dance thing. Like HELLO? It's not easy to come up with a dance without any help. And you go babbling on the phone asking us to teach you guys when we have yet to perfect the dance. And what that made me really GAH was they didn't even turn up and dare to call over the phone to complain about --
Know what? There is no point for me to vent my anger here. Gah. It's just frustrating.
Then there was that other thing during one of the meetings.
I regret not standing up for myself. It's just so frustrating once I think about it. Why did I just let them step on my head and --
Yeah. Get my point right?
Then there was this other thing.
About treating others. Imagine being humiliated in class for no apparent reason. How'd I feel? Frustrated, again.
I've been forced to see such things nowadays. Makes me sad. I mean, shooting harsh comments in class. What could be more worst than that?
Simply frustrating.
Gah. That's about it.
Now to think about that other issue. Hahaha. Should I stay or should I goo.......
MOE LTC 2005
CAMP PHOTOS!!
This is what that makes the camp memorable..
Imagine having your
friends bad-mouth about what you treasure.
There you are, listening to what they have to say about this thing you like and respect.
Gah. It makes me cry thinking about it.
Although it was not directed to me..
Or maybe it was. But who knows?
They just bombard others with what they think of us..
Trying to brainwash them not to make the decision to.
And leave me battered by their comments.
HONESTLY.
Why did I just let them spout nonsense?
I should have stood up for my rights.
But did I? No....
Haiz. I regret not standing up for my own rights.
I shan't continue.
aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih.
Put me in a box. Label it FRAGILE. And send it somewhere far. I need a break.
Heh. I'm being my paranoid self, again. Oh man. It sucks lar.
Ok. Today was ok. Average. Normal. Biasa.
Ape die?
Eck. Other then normal, had Art.Lit
OH OH. Lit was fun. Hahhaha. I'm Kino. =] My wife's Juana. And I have a son Coyotito. =|
I'm going to fail that Math test. Haiz.
And I cut my finger with my pencil during science.
So much for a
normal day huh. Eventful as it is.
Not forgetting. I had 3rd language. Which was uhhhh.. comical.
That Acs (I) guy was annoying, as usual. His accent was driving us up the wall.. Down the chimney. Yeah. Nonetheless, the class would be quiet without him around. Hmm.
That's about it.
I'm out-
YEAY!
I'm SO HAPPY!
Today we ACCOMPLISHED so MANY things!
Heee.
Met up with Keet and Diy at amk stn
Hahaha i was late.. as usual.
mmm. Went to Toa Payoh. Met pete tOng.
Breakfast at Macs. LOOL.
Half the time I was laughing.
Took 142. We were making a whole load of noise. Hahahahahaha.
Walked to Pete's house. His aunt is nice.
Went into his room. He switched on the comp and we started playing with ADOBE photoshop. LOOOOL
Diyanah had greeen hair.
Keetha had Blue hair. Which looked really natural. Heheheh
I had pink hair. Erm
and pete was a.. blonde.
HAHAHAHHAA.
Cut the paper and stuff. Went down to buy mahjong paper.
Sat at Macs and did the project. LOOOOOOOL.
Half the time we were laughing, again. LOOOL.
Pete took a video of keetha doing funny stuff. And took loads of her photo. XD
Keetha was posing and stuff. Damn cute man. =X =X
We exchanged shoes. LOOOOL. Pete was wearing PINK!
Finished our newspaper. Then we went to photocopy it. Turns out, it was too big.
Went to Toa Payoh again after keet left.
Sad. She had to leave early. I missed her already. LOOOOOL.
Followed pete go library. Find this book. Turns out to be REALLY thick. Hahahahhaa. Then it happened, Diy poked my neck. Hahahahhaha.
My worst nightmare. Hahahahhaa. Then the both of them were at an advantage lah. Haiyoh.
So we went around to let time pass. Diy was looking for salmon. hahahhaha. Went to Shop and Save then to Cold Storage.
Went our seperate ways after that. Sad.
That was the funnest project work I ever had! LOOOL.
I went bowling after that. Hahah. Sway man. Never even get a strike. I lost my bowling skills already. LOOOL. although the first time I tried was plain tyco.
Okies. That's about it.
I'm out-
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http://the-pearl-pkkid-and-23.blogspot.com
Continue from yesterday's..
After the Pasar Payang thing.. We went back up to our rooms.. Waited for our fathers to come back.. Me and Bas were hungry giler already lah. LOL. So we went down and bought instant noodles. hehehe.
Lunched. On the way we saw A & W. So I made noise.. Then begged my father go that place. Hahahaha. The rest went to Pasar Payang again. Can't get enough of the place.. All the kids went to A & W and bought CONEY DOGS!! Can't get it in Singapore anymore lor.. Sad seh.
Before that we
singgah-ed this mosque. Prettyful mosque. It was built on water.
Prettyful mosque.
My father donno do what.. Took him so long to take photo. Then he taught me and Bas a wee bit about photography. All I remembered was.. Composition, Subject then focus then click. Or something like that.
My father XD
Big tummy people.
Syahril posing. Uhm.
Went in search for the a & w place. Hahahha. Went round and round. Finally found the place. Then all of us run to the beach lah. LOOOL.
The waves..
I like the effect.. Hahahha
Name in sand thing.
Back to the hotel after that.
Coney dog taste good. Sad no pictures of it. LOOOL.
We went to that mosque again. To solat Maghrib.
Played with Ilyas. He can run around and around without getting tired man.
I miss his.. "PAK LOM!" and "Lexus" and "Shubishi".. The way he says it is really cute.
Dinner-ed.
Stupid XD
Was to tired after that. So I just slept.
[Tuesday]
Go back to Johor........
Reached JB at night.
We stopped at places on our way back..
Stopped at this Batik factory thing. The place looked familiar.
Can't remember much.
Stopped at Machap. Then something happened. And we named that stalker Mat Machap. *evil laughter*
HAHAHA.
Basirah and Syahril.
Then Basirah went back to her house. And the rest of us drove back to Kampung..
Sleepy.
[Wednesday]
All I remembered was Abang Madi bought Sushi and Dunkin Donuts and we all ate. Hahahahaha.
In the afternoon went to Basirah's house. Stayed there for a night.
[THursday]
I fell sick in the morning.
The kids were busy swimming..
Went back to Kampung at night.
OHHHHHHHHH. Then it happened.
My father stepped on my specs and it broke. ='(
SAD.
[Friday]
Nothing much. Helped around with the preperation.
[Saturday]
More preperation. More people came. Me and Bas had to wash plates while the guys were lazing around inside watching TV. Tsk tsk tsk.
The water supply was cut cos they were using it outside so we had to bathe at a nearby hotel.. Abang Madi booked it earlier.
Went back to Kampung and I had high fever. GAAAH. If only I was ok, I could have stayed up the whole night.. Gah. Fever.
[Sunday.. THE BIG DAY]
Went to the doctor. Blah blah blah.
The
Majlis was ok lah. Had to give out the doorgifts..
It was heaty that day.. So we felt kind of tired after awhile.
Then later in the day.. There was a situation some what like the
Mat Machap situation.. trying to stalk my cousin. This time was worst for her 'cos he followed her wherever she went.
At the end of it.. All except my family and Mak ngah's didn't go back.
[Monday]
Boring. Nobody was around lor...
[Tuesday]
Go Kota Tinggi.
Angsana.
Go home =]
Uhm yeah. That's about it. =]]
Some pictures..
Hariz.
Look at my brother's hair. =X
FEET.
Erm.
It's been a few days since I updated.
And I think I should continue with my story..
The
nikah was nice. Saw our future cousin-in-law.. LOL. She's pretty can?
The whole ceremony seemed so short. Along was nervous. hee. Sad. My camera had no batteries lah. Haiyoh. Syahril was busy looking at people. And he kept pointing out this dude lah. Haiyoh. What? Mat Berg or something.
And the ceremony went along well.. Alhamdulillah. Then ate and just stood around. Took photos here there. Went back to the hotel. All tired already.
Played alot with Hakim. Gah. He's so cute!!! He's cheeks are so chubby. Then my family slept in the living room. LOL. I slept on the couch.
[sunday]
Woke up in the morning. Bathed. My camera was working by then. Went for breakfast. The food was ok lah. I wasn't hungry so I took photos what I ate.
It was cold.
Then we went back up to the hotel. Got our bags. And waited at the lobby. Took photos some more. I love photography.
Bye bye KL.
Followed my cousin's car. ILYAS!!! He's so cute laaaaaar. It was to be a don't-know-how-many-hours journey to KL.
ok.. maybe this will take me a long time to finish so I'll just sum it up or something.
Reached Kuala Terrengganu around Maghrib(7++)..
It was a never ending journey lah. So loooonnggg... We started at aroun 10 like that. Until that time seh.
Hahahaha. My cousin's were going, "Are we there yet?" over the walkie talkie.
We had to stop at Janda Baik.. Waited for my aunt's friend. LOOOONG wait. Sad seh. The Macs wasn't open..
Maaf tiada bekalan elektrik. hmm.
I WANT TO GO GENTING!!!! If we were to follow the other road can go to Genting already.. Ahh sad.
OH OH. We were a convoy!!! LOL. it's so cool. Hahahaha. Sadly, my far nephew got sick halfway and had to go to the doctors..
Then reached this hotel lah. Grand Continental. It faces the sea. Nice view. Can see the sunrise.
Dinner-ed at the lobby there.. We were probably the noisiest there.. Hehehehe.
and.. ZzZzZzz..
[Monday]
Went to breakfast at this nearby place. Don't want to mention the name of the cafe. XD
Erm. I was looking forward to NASI DAGANG. sad. don't have.
After that.. We went to Pasar Payang. The place with loads of fabric stuff.
Mabuk-ing man. Went around. The aunts bought stuff. The uncles went golfing. Gah. Good bargain. They spent up to a few hundred. LOL.
The fun part was the ride back.. We took trishores. Wheee.
BECAK!
Oh oh. Gots to go. Update again soon =]
